watching porn

I just blogged yesterday about my quest to gain weight... mass...

As I was blogging, I was eating hot pandesal with liver spread and coke... I finished five... But then, I think it was the coke, I was not able to sleep the whole night... like really, I just managed to sleep after I took in my ARV and pain relievers for my back... 8 in the morning... and after a take out breakfast meal from Jollibee--cornbeef meal and pineapple juice...

I woke up 4:30 in the afternoon... had coffee in the bathroom and straight to shower... I was to go to hear mass... my back still hurts, not as much, but it still hurts when I walk...

After mass, I was to meet my brother for dinner... anyhow, that is not the story... the thing was as I was on the jeep... nakaupo ako dun sa dulo, and a guy was seated next to me... and that I was not minding him, I was looking out kasi dun sa may sakayan ng jeep... but then, di naman kasi puno yung jeep masyado but then his elbow keeps nudging me and there were times it was resting on my skinny legs... and that at one time, I was forced to look... and that I saw that he was watching porn on his cellphone... and it was an M2M porn...

Like, really!!!

And that my initial reaction was to look away, feeling embarrass... to which, I thought why...? He should be the one embarrass... but clearly he wasn't... and somehow, it became clear to me--though, perhaps, it did occur to me too, that I was over thinking things--that he was showing it... to let me know... us... well, there was also another guy seated next to him... but then... he have his elbow resting on my legs and that he keeps on "accidentally" nudging me...

Tempted...

Really tempted...

Haven't gotten laid for months tempted...

My brother was waiting me at the next stop... I could message him... I pulled the string...