I asked my mom for an Iphone...

For Christmas... a few months ago... when I was super sick pa... delirious pa ko nun eh... and syempre di ako mahindian ni mama... and siguro, inisip niya, malayo pa at pwede niya pagiponan... I asked her for it kasi, well, I want an Iphone, sabi ko nga, kahit second hand lang o yung lumang model, I would be fine with it... and second, it was for show... kasi my mom was worried sick kasi sa Dubai... I have to show her that I am okay... that I do have plans to living until Christmas... it assured her that I was to fight back... 

Nasabi na niya sa akin na she wouldn't be able to give me an Iphone for Christmas... Okay lang... I understand naman...

I don't like this weather... actually, my body almost can't stand this weather... lamigin kasi talaga ako... kahit sa beach pagsummer... paggabi... talagang nanginginig ako... grabe, at tipong magkakasakit na ko... panlaban ko na lang... foods... masabaw na food... bulalo... nilaga... sinigang... 

Gusto ko ng bulalo... sa Tagaytay... kahit sabaw lang at yung gulay niya... soysauce na may kalamansi... dami rice!!! 

Takaw ko... kaya di ako worried sa pagcough ko ng blood at yung lagnat ko ng hapon eh... kasi ang takaw ko... actually before din... siguro di ako papa-ospital if kumakain pa ko... eh di na ko kain, at suka ako ng suka... otherwise... hay naku, di ako papaospital... kasi I know, kahit anong inom mo ng gamot kung di ka kumain... no use... mas okay na, kahit wala kang gamot, as long as takaw ikaw... at least, yun yung logic ko...

Anyway, nagbirthday ako sa ospital... I was confined sa RITM May 27... I was release June 10... June 3 birthday ko... It was a good birthday... for the first time my mom and dad was there... so it was saya, and at some point, parang everything was blessing in disguise... sabi nga ni mama, as much as she was so happy for me... para yatang sobra-sobra yung kapalit... kasi I had to suffer so much to have that... a birthday na nandyan yung parents ko... kulang lang talaga yung kapatid ko...

Now,gumising ako ng 12 midnight, woke my mom and told her, kape kami... and that I just want us to sit and share a nice cup of coffee... tipong commercial lang ng kape... my mom freaked out...  kasi daw I looked so serene that night... I was glowing pa daw kasi... specially my eyes... so akala niya, nagpapaalam na ko...

Pero kasi yun lang yung gusto ko... okay na ko dun... well, I always love spaghetti, pero yun... gusto ko ganun lang... and actually, that is what I want for Christmas... I really want my mom home for Christmas... and ganun lang kaming tatlo ng kapatid ko... coffee lang kami sa bed... siguro may bread... I love cheese... so yun... ganun lang... 

Well, I am still open for an Iphone... 

I missed my mom so much... ewan ko, masyado akong emotional lately... well, kasi siguro may realization na kasi ako that life is fragile... baka kasi last Christmas ko na 'to... and, actually, di ko na rin matandaan na nagkasama kami ng Christmas...

So yun... pero medyo di yata pwede... kasi nga we are struggling with money... 

Sad... well, yah... but then as always... palagi lang ikontento... I have my brother...